Book 1 - Green Oblong
Calmness, steady flowing energy or growth, emotional awareness, combined with stability (perhaps stagnation).
In the context from which your issue arose, consider the following.
Either:Prior to you becoming aware of your issue, your experience was characterized by a relatively stable, secure, unchanging lifestyle; and expectations of yourself, the World and your relationships with the World as being settled and unchanging. You were aware that stability, perhaps to the point of rigidity, was valued by those around you. You were aware that some others led lives of chaos and confusion and you may have felt superior or fortunate to be living an orderly, sensible lifestyle.
With a clear structure around you, you could flow through life, unhurried, assured and relaxed in your relationships and tasks.
You may, at times, have felt some boredom with your stable world and have sampled adventure, but probably in some socially acceptable form such as in a sport or artistic activity, to which you bring your characteristic poise and co-ordination.
At the time of the situation from which your issue arises, Your own energies involved were -
Gentle, self-assurance, whether you were conscious of this or not.
You are very intuitive at a subconscious level, but rarely process this in words or conscious thought.
You are not easily troubled, by current happenings or by worry about what might happen in the future. You tend to make loose rather than tight plans.
You accept all your emotions as your friends and suffer little from secondary emotions such as envy or vengefulness, guilt or shame or anxiety about what might or might not happen. When something frightening or annoying or saddening happens, you experience these emotions at the time but quickly return to equilibrium.
You have a settled mind and heart. Others see you as cool-headed and dependable.
Your guiding principle was to move easily within your stable social setting and enjoy what this had to offer you.
Or an opposite of the above
Either you lacked a sense of easy self-assurance, and were emotionally volatile,
or your experience of the situation around you lacked stability,
or the world around you was full of blockages and your efforts to either enjoy your stable situation or to create positive change were fruitless,
or you believed that good things do not come with ease, but only through effort or persistent struggle,
or you had difficulty letting go of secondary emotions and disrupted the contented life that was there for you, through envy or vengefulness, guilt or shame, sorrow or anxiety about what might or might not happen.