Book 1 - Yellow Blank
Thoughtfulness, illumination and understanding, combined with self-knowledge.
In the context from which your issue arose, consider the following.
Either:Prior to you becoming aware of your issue, your experience was characterized by focus on critiquing, understanding, appreciating or working on yourself, perhaps to the exclusion of social interaction or development of marketable competencies. Or you may have viewed self-development as the critical element in preparing yourself for life. Or you may have gone into life with clear and realistic understanding of who you are and what you had to offer the World.
At the time of the situation from which your issue arises, Your own energies involved were -
Clear, impassionate vision and analysis, turned onto your own character. You were ready to face truth - to acknowledge or confront areas of confusion, corruption, imperfection, faulty analysis, dullness, decay or illness as well as areas of beauty or vaulty ideals.
You were able to distinguish between what you wish you were and what you really were.
You were prepared to accept that some areas of self knowledge will remain hidden or secret, but you were ever engaged on deeper and deeper self-discovery.
You recognise that others are more prone to emotional thinking than yourself and you accept this.
You may have failed to disclose or consult with others, being so independent in your own mind.
Your guiding principle was empowerment through self-understanding and corrective development.
You may have blamed yourself for things that happened to you, even the way others treated you.
Or the opposite of the aboveYou failed to critique your own beliefs or behaviour patterns, instead tending to blame or attribute causality of your experiences to external influences. You did not have a realistic understanding of your own capabilities or limitations;
or you were lacking in strength or maturity of mind or experience in some way.