Book 4 - White Circle
Transcendence, synergy, freedom and connection, joyful paradox, selectivity and discernment, combined with balance and complexity. With your eye to your inner self, consider the following.Your question or issue arises in part around you having a disruption in your experience of transcendence, synergy, freedom and connection, joyful paradox, selectivity and discernment; and the relation of these to having or losing personal balance and complexity, perhaps by being absorbed by a single issue for a length of time. Or it could be that the experience of such a full awareness and expression of your life force, is distracting you from maintaining balanced personal complexity. You may perhaps be spending a disproportionate amount of time alone, or neglecting to have time alone.If the experience of transcendence, synergy, freedom and connection, joyful paradox, selectivity and discernment does not describe who you are now, it may be that you are poised, hesitant, at that point of transformation in becoming this full expression of your life force, perhaps fearful of losing your identity. Know that the white is the stage beyond the blue. Whereas growth into the blue must be won from conscious diligence and self-discipline, the white is the letting go and trusting that the blue will not be overwhelmed as it joins again with the red, yellow and green energies. The white energy, in charge, connects and transcends each of these other energies equally and with equal joy, humour and acceptance. But white is the energy of free wisdom, whereas the blue is of the restrained type. Do not fear that wisdom will be lost in being set free. Whereas the blue creates balance through continual restraint, the white creates balance through continual benevolent expression of life-force to the fullest.You have learnt or need to learn to be your (authentic) self, whilst acting in many roles. To create enduring personal balance, you must give free expression of yourself to the fullest, in all your many aspects, in a manner guided by the compassion and humour and power of the white energy, and still responsive to the blue energy of restraint in appropriate circumstances.Although you need to attend to issues of transcendence, synergy, freedom and connection, joyful paradox, selectivity and discernment, it may still help to measure yourself in the light of other energies. Observe the sensations of your body and mind when you consider giving more or giving less expression to your physical or sexual energy and appetites, and your enjoyment of material things; your ability to think clearly and detached from emotions; your emotions and their ability to know and flow towards the good; your beliefs and values, integrity and relationship with time, timeliness, timelessness and aging. One of these energies may be the key to recovering personal balance.Close your eyes now, and with a view to experiencing transcendence, synergy, freedom and connection, joyful paradox, selectivity and discernment; and also a sense of complex balance, ask yourself -“What experience would lift my awareness and connect me most strongly with the Great Mystery and the Great Awareness within it, right now?” “What does that mean to me, what is that about?” “What does that say about the things I value and really want in my life?” “What does that say about who I am?”